last day of 2012...

wah... really so long touch my blog jor...
many many many thing happen...
tis year... haiz...
lost more den earn...
i fighting with mum...
my new house enter fire...
my company closed...
my lost 2x wallet...
i starting contact back ah teng...
my car have accident...
i change jor 2x time work...
i lost contact with shi hui and vevean...
i start my 2nd couple with hui ying but atfer 3 month v break up...
i get back fund money but i fnish all in paying internet, car, house and fren loan ...
i start my 3rd couple with yukii...
i meet lot of new fren... (ah hong, joey, zhee chow, alot~~)
i earn lots of money, but i lost more then i get...

我和Yukki第一次约会…

今天是星期四
我们已经约好了要去看戏
下午我去她家找她
带她去The Mines的PlazaBBQ吃火锅
很开心…真的很开心…
那种感觉很温软，很舒服，很体贴…
然后我们就去 Jusco Cheras Selatan 看戏
那套戏叫做《太极》
看完过后突然杀出两个电灯泡和我们共同吃晚餐…
然后我就送她回家了…

你的生日…

19/9 是你的生日…
早一个月前，我已经想好要送什么给你当作是生日礼物…
可是到最后，我还是什么都没做…
在将宗要的日子，竟然是我和Likku去Leisure Mall看她…
然后我们在mamak铛谈起你和我在一起那么就久…
但是那一句简单的“对不起”我都没有说去口…
Likku真的帮我解开和放下我背后的那个大石头…
Ah Dun～～ 生日快乐～～

梦…

今天早上，我发了一个很美很美的梦…
真的来很假，假的来却是很真…
当我清醒时，一切的一切都是一场梦…
谢谢你给了我讲美好的梦…

sad case....

finally my home de UniFi cutted...
4 month didnt paid...
now i juz can go office on9...
then my boss dun let me work full day...
haiz... somemore...
i learn guitar FAILED...
now find ppl teach me guitar for free...
sad sad case....

Ah Teng 21st Birthday...

28/08/2012  is Ah Teng's birthday...
tis year is her 21 years old...
i invited her to my house having dinner....
tis month i really pokai jor....
i juz can cooking some dishes to her as present...
then Likku go buy 2 piece of cake at Secret Recipe...
blackforest favourite..
a simple birthday party from me and Likku...
wish u all the best...
and may all ur dreams come true...

post nonsence...

make my blog become diary... xD
hehe.... :)
go back single...
quite good...
dy so long din find fren except Likku...
my baby car take to repair jor...
now my life like shit...
mayb too much bad debt...
everyday i oso be little chef at home...
everyday oso fried rice fried rice and fried rice...
michelle's birthday dy near...
preparing present...
ah teng's birthday also near...
but no present for her...
last week meet new fren...
they call Alice and Boon Kin...
quite frenly...
i start playing guitar...
very very hard to play...
waiting SHE come back....
>.<

2nd girlfren...

juz break up with 1 girl call Hui Ying...
i dun no when end our relationship...
i juz know tat v start at 21st of May 2012...
for me... she is quite good... juz is mines problem...
i still cant forget Michelle... nobody cant replace her status...
i always like to make myself into nemo ing,,,
sorry tat i really hurt u so much...
i really really not suitable for u...
wish u can find ur Mr Right soon....

MY new WORK...

15th July,
i start working at Leisure Mall...
in 1 of computer shop...
name Future Trend Technology...
look like small...
but there have 6 branch...
i work there as Sale & Technician...
There have 4 ppl work.... all of them very good ppl...
Ah Kok (BOSS), Ah Hong (Supervisor), ME and 1 new comer call Zi Chow...
hope i can stay here for more longer....
i dun wan give fire again... =.=|||

continue my blogger...

so many thing happen in tis 2 month...
i starting couple... with 1 of my customer...
she juz 20 years old... still ok... still acceptable...
i get fire from the labelling sticker company...
and stay at home for 2 week...
Then finally my Unifi has been transfer to my new house...
 i start continue back my blog and writing all daily story...
^.^

无能为力

最近我很少去开摊…
可能我开始懒惰起来吧…
也可能是我害怕…
害怕孤独一个人开摊…
当每次一个人没顾客时…
毫不犹疑我就会想起她……
想你想到无能为力…

normal...

now days my life is back to normal...
no more bad luck...
now is time to having back my simple life...
but i still feel unhappy...
y?
i oso dunno...
maybe is...
米修米修...

money money money... y u fly so fast???

yesterday tat workshop call me...
say tat victim car dy done...
he say tat repairing cost RM1145... =.=
where i can find so much money???
still not include my insurance and road tax...
haiz...

sick jor... @.@

suddenly sick jor...
quite serious....
dun no y now days i very weak???
mayb eat too much maggie? or
mayb i do too many work jor...
but if i din work how do i survive?
stupid weather is playing me... =.=|||
i ride motorbike to work...
4 days continues rainning in d morning...
sick + rain = ???
i oso dun no how to answer tis ques...
really really hope tat got ppl can giv
me alittle bit caring... can let me lie for while...
i hope my tis sick can fast fast gone...
damn san fu...

car accident...

:"( 
really bad luck lo....
last sunday i go my ex boss house...
den when go back time...
i doing u-turn with 1 new vios...
suddenly my mind and soul dun no go where...
i din feel tat infront is u-turn... and have 1 car...
den i kissed tat car onli my soul come back...
tat time dy late.... i oso dun no wat happen....
den i need pay tat car de repair money...
coz my insurance and road tax dy dead...
i have to settle in at outside... cant do report police...
damn bad luck...
i can be actor of FINAL DESTINATION...
got a "DEAD GOD" follow at myside...

fall down...

juz working no over 1 month dy accident...
last 2 days oso dun no do wat...
suddenly fall down from the labeling machine...
height bout half of 1st floor...
lucky i big life... ^v^
but i injury quite serious....
my leg, hand, chest and shoulder oso hurt jor...
bout 3 hours cant work...
my sifu see til eye oso big jor...
really unlucky...

my teeth...

my teeth dy follow me bout 13 years....
finally last week my cute teeth drop jor....
have to make new plastic teeth...
i go government dental to check...
they say need wait 3 months to make new...
juz rm10 onli... =.=||
no money... haiz... wait lo...
look like very ugly without 1 teeth... :(
eating all oso very san fu...
really bad luck until dun no say wat ar!!!

thk Q~~

my birthday dy pass...
got happy and disappointed moment...
happy is ah teng still remember my birthday...
even though v seldom find each other...
every year she oso will send birthday msg to me...
tis year she is the 1st wish me in fb and in hp...
thk alot to her...
the 2nd i wan say thk to my best fren, likku and his gf, irene...
they two is teman me go dinner at "Ah Wai" kopi tiam...
thk alot u two...

one hour before my birthday...

on9 in station 1 sg long...
waiting for 12am...
waiting for my birthday...
who will call me 1st??
i will received who de birthday msg 1st?
actually i  really nothing...
juz countdown alone...
im ok... im fine...
1st time celebrate birthday alone...
:)

Iron Man...

today i start back my 3rd work le...
juz now having Unifi roadshow... ^v^
now i have 4 work at the same time...
i working as machine sale executive, comp techni, tm unifi agent,
and laggage bag promoter...
i oso dunno y i can withstand it...
everyday oso work til midnite...
later 6am hav to wake up work... =.=|||
i feel tat i really like "Iron Man"

tired...

now in innhouse mahkota on9...
juz finish formating 1 pc at customer side...
really tired... =.="
today dinner + supper + breakfast having together..
mayb too late eat... dy start gastric...
mayb dy 1 week late sleep... dy start headache...
b4 tat i wont having tis kind of problem...
i dy old le... hehe... ^^

birthday wish....

tis year me no go back ipoh celebrate my birthday...
y no go back?
so many reason...
she din follow...
me no mum de...
no money go back...
dun have birthday wish...
me dun wan back alone...
new work cant take leave...
every year i oso have 1 and only birthday wish...
those ppl who say having wish b4 blowing candle
and the wish dun tell to anybody so tat wish will come true...
all is lie ppl de...
i din tell any1 but y my wish cant become true...

heart pain...

haiz... post bad news again....
wtf.... me ar... really careless...
y i can make tis kind of mistake twice...
5 years ago... 1 time... now 1 more time...
heart pain!!!
i lost my wallet again...
tis time more worst...
tis time lost de wallet is sweety buy de (! . !)
inside have her photo...
really no word can describe my felling now...

new work...

i change le work...
coz my ex boss say cant survive his business dy....
need close it... haizzz...
but nvm lar...
at least i get new work jor...
tis company is selling digital labelling machine...
quiet good company... dy 20 years le...
Metro Graphic Equipment is d name... i oso din hear b4... :-P
now my new position is sale executive...
sale executive = saleman lo... haha... xD

Busy... Busy... Busy...

so long no write blog le...
busying settle my old and new work...
no time let me rest at all...
everyday oso 12am-3am sleep....
very tired ar....
wat a new life style... stupid...
my new house still doesnt hav internet connection...
sienzzz... cant online at all...
now at station 1 having my... dinner + supper...
later still need back home continue my work...
today no 3am oso cant go bed...

Memory~~

today is 14/2 = 7

today dy 7 years...

today is 14-2-12 = 0

today left nothing...

today me alone...

today i find back my memory...

today i go back our school...

see our memory place...

d place where u sit in classroom...

d place where u sit waiting ur pak cik  take u back school...

d place where i waiting u...

d place where i hidding at side look u study...

d place i 1st time kiss u...

d place v sit at canteen...
d place v take photo...

d place v holding hand together...

d place v dating together...
d place v kissing...
I miss U <3 <3 <3
Happy Valetine Day, My Lovely Sweety
From d guy who waiting u come back...
~Dear~

Indo Mie

today is my 3rd day in new house... i start cooking le... hehe... ^^

dy so long din cook... today atfernoon back home cook mee indo for myself eat...
d taste very delicious... coz simple and easy cook... xD
i have to start my cooking journal... i must learn lot lot cooking dishes...

1212

tis is a special number for me....
coz today is LEON INDEPENDENT DAY...
i start live in my new house...
my new life, new journal...
so every thing will be back to my 4 years ago...
but tis time no Michelle at side... no other ppl help...
i believe i can...
all my family say i cant afford...
but i will say to myself...
DON'T GIV UP, THE BEGINNING IS ALWAYS THE HARDEST...

拜天宫

30/1/2012
i din celebrate tis event b4... tis is my 1st time... ^v^
for me... juz a normal party...
but d different thing is wat i know...
must 12am onli can having dinner... =.=||
i go Vevean de gmum house bai tin gong...
i got meet her relative b4... tis time still have some familiar ppl there...
she have alot of relatives... coz her parent have 2 side (mum and dad side)
and i juz have mum side... quite envy her... have d big family...
she say every year oso do tis chinese event...
dun no next year got any fren will invite me go his/her house celebrate together...

去看戏 (2)

28/1/2012 go watch cny movie with Vevean again... tis is 2nd time... v watch 2 cny movie in 1 day... @.@
All's Well End's Well 2012 (八星抱喜) & 2012 I Love Hong Kong (喜上加囍)
d movie still ok de... very funny... ^^ xD
but tat day she scolded me 2 time...
a bit feel tat she is no good...
i oso din do wrong... i juz dun understand tat customer services explain de thing...
she scolded me lok... =.=||
i juz little stupid onli ma... haha ^^
nvm~~ I CONTINUE STUPID~~~  la.... la... la........

去啊婷家...

already 2 years din go her house bai nian...
tis time go her house see her and her mum bit different le...
her mum old jor... car change bigger jor...
house inside got lot lot thing jor...  she fat jor... HAHA~~~
aunty still recognize me... ^^
even i seldom come her house...
tis is 2nd house tat i can go in go out without asking permission...
yes... v too frenly jor... frenly til aunty wan me be her son... xD
coz i dy know them for 6 year le...
stay jor there 1 and half hours chatting with her...
tat feeling suddenly come back jor...
got bit happy and bit scare...
so finally... i control and tell myself... i must stop tat stupid feeling....
i dun wan go back 4 years ago... :-)
i can do it... xD la... la... la...

～去拜年～

第一次去 Vevean 的家拜年，很紧张...
可能是有四十多个人在那边...
去到那里... 感觉还不错...
他家人很好...
我呆在那里有七个 钟，还帮忙捉家务...
他家人还请吃午餐和晚餐...

CNY (! . !)

tis year is my worst cny...

start from year 29th til year 3nd... i giv my whole family shoot...
im 1 of ur family member...
i know tat u all say de thing is wan me good... wan me be stronger...
but i dun like ur style like controlling me... i will feel very san fu and scare back home...
i know im very "tau fu" im very "ah girl"
i know i can help other ppl settle their problem but my problem will postpone til last last oso haven settle...
now i fast fast settle my problem... and i dun wan go back see u all de stupid face~~~
HENG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MY o0o @.@ o0o MUM

im very cold blood de ppl...
 i tell all my fren "i can dun wan all my family, except michelle"
included my mum, i really din feel i have u as mum in my tis 23 years de life...
bcoz of me and her de case happening, i dy move my 1st step infront
i try start accept u as my mum... start calling u... start telling u my recent story...
but y u wan destroy it...
y u juz care ur $... u din think bout ur son de feeling??
ur $ is really important den me?
i dun wan be ur perfect son... i dun wan be ur dog...
i dun like u control me... i dun like u help me do decision...
d most i hate u is I DUN LIKE U INSULT HER!!!!!!!!
bcoz of u r my mum... everything u say is rite, i have to follow and do it...
ppl de son very happy coz her mum back in cny...
but i very scare u come back... coz u will crazy...
u cant live in gmum house more den 3 days
tis time as i guess rite...
u come back is shoot me... shoot til i scare back gmum house...
i dy try to avoid u... but u chase shooting me...
i dun wan care u anymore...
u die~~~~
I WONT CRY!!! I WONT WASTE MY 1 DROP OF TEAR!!!
U DIE FAR FAR AWAY FROM ME!!! DIE BACK UR IPOH HOUSE!!!

新发型

我在 sg long 做工有两年半了...

这是我第四次去我旁边的店... 发店...

我的头发厚到好想鸟巢一样... 

他帮我修改两三次 =.=|||

就满意是这次... 

我很英俊到林峯也要离我远远 xD

la... la... la... ^v^

看戏~~

19/01/2012  8:00pm

和Vevean两人去Jusco看戏...

《阿炳心想事成》2012 第一部新年贺岁片,
那出戏不错啦，整套戏蛮搞笑~~ xD

regret~~~

Tis time, i really no mood to type chinese...
no mood search word 1 by 1...
i really useless... every time make mistake dy onli know "regret"
tis time i wrong in SPEAK TOO FAST...
telling her bout an unexpected story...
tis story she shouldn't no about it...
all also is my wrong... my fault...
i should no her patten...
y i gone hear she say and tell her =.=|||
y i will tell her!!!
FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wat can i do to make u happy back???
wat i should do only can make u good mood???
really really useless de me...
see u been insulted but i din do anything...
i make u disappointed,
i make u moody,
i make u insult,
i spoiled ur friendship,
i spoiled ur hope,
i really really hurt YOU...

I DUNNO WAT TO DO AR!!!!!!!!!!!!
I HATE MYSELF WHY SO USELESS!!!!!!!!!!!!
USELESS IN EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!

钱包

昨天， 我和 Vevean（刚刚认识的女性朋友）和他妹妹一起去Jusco吃午 餐。
顺便钩买我的钱包... 一生人的我，没有试过去选择钱包... haizzZZ...
好幸运的是， 他有帮忙我挑选...
我们选了有十多个... 到就后我还是选和买下了他给我的第二个...
我还曼喜欢那个黑色包包有带布布的手感～  啦～～ 啦～～
好光荣哦～～ ^^

谢谢你～～

本人不会看和写中文字的我～～

是第一次用话语来写我的布落girl～～

蛮开心的...

谢谢你 ---->诗惠 ^^

给我个勇气去 尝 试 新东西～～

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